Being Built…

I finally found her, again. I’ll give a bit of history beginning in 2014, and how this young woman and I had met.

Chelsea Raina Mestizo

I guess the truth is : Chelsea was euthanized as per usual SOP with CFS. If I had had more direct contact with her, I would have been removed with her. It’s just that… Life can be so difficult, that you begin thinking about ways that you could suicide artfully. With love. With someone you love. In the name of better love.

An LGBTQ man had admitted that he had impersonated Chelsea. I guess this man had felt that I needed someone, anyone, to talk to. That all my friends were gone, and he could step up and fill that position easily. By faking being an adopted daughter, that I had felt much for. And put work into… ( That situation is typical for me, in my life. ) Next, men would knock on my door, wondering if I was okay. And something about how they just wanted to talk, even though I could easily smell se….

Mestizo

We all know, that if I thought a man like that would cheat on me? I’m the one who is stupid. And that if he killed himself, I would regret it.

Events

Some of the most beautiful views of this giant town, are in the dingiest, most unexpected places. That, I know.. With nobody to share it with, so far… waiting for her…

Example : The Red River Rebellion. One guy. Riel. That’s all. Against an entire British fort. One. No gun. A knife. Sprinting across open prairie. Swimming across the river. One guy. For what? Nobody knows – lost to time… Further. Four 13 year old girls. Travel by York Boat, bunch of French dudes, singing songs for 6 months, in the back. “Je deteste Alouette, Soeur. Trois mois, les fesses.” To meet some “mental case” at Fort Garry. They open a convent. And like good wives, run around trying to apologize for Riel hubby’s anger and continued hurting people. Bingo. Hospital #1. I’m not joking.. For guys like Riel? It never ends…

And the Elm trees, MoFer, inside Upper Fort Garry. Have been there, silent, since the inception of Manitoba. The oldest trees in the city of Winnipeg. Silently listening… Why come here in the first place? Prairie grass, wind, crows. Nothing! Probably a voice! AT night, approaching the gates of the Fort. Angry? Dude…

Egypt has the pyramids. Canada has CN Rail. If you’ve ever ridden VIA. You wonder, how do you get water and food, in the middle of NOWHERE Canada, on your lunch break, during hard labour? Egypt = pyramids. Canada = CN Rail.

News

At the FORKS, Winnipeg.

Imagine the following : People are building the Museum of Human Rights. You ask what are they doing? What are they building? ( You’re 14 years old. ) Someone responds, “Your tomb, Sir.” You’re thinking, “Oh Fantastic! That’s where I’ll be laid to rest!” And that you’re going to live to 65 years old, at least. Not 17.

Things are 50% normal. This is Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada.

Words from Mestizo : It’s true. What doesn’t kill you, DOES make you stronger. Except for bears. Bears will kill you.

New Releases

Latest Releases…

I Want You To Want Me ( Cheap Trick ) – Bob. Just Bob. Stepped up circa 2009-2010. This was one of the first times out!

The Difficult Kind ( Because ) – gabriel406234. Like why? Or what? But.. why asks for justification. And what asks for clarification.

( 27may2025 – 1200h CST ) New track. gabriel406234 – Apologize

Apologize – gabriel406234. Download for the MetaData. Sometimes, you just have to wait…

So, I got ticked, and left a mess at reverbnation.com, but, if you do a search on the site for “Bhodi” You’ll find, older material that was released and left on reverbnation.com. Just so you know… Some of it was recorded around 2009-2010.

( 28may2025 – 0102h CST ) Newer track. I have left. gabriel406234 – ScrewedDriver

ScrewedDriver – gabriel406234. Download for the MetaData with Jacques Demolay 1500’s. Yah!

I am able to take hints. Not enough cash for even bread. Everything I like, gets taken by someone else. When I’m angry, totally crazy things happen as a result. The ugliest woman I’ve _ever_ met, is insisting that I must be with her. Let me guess.. You want me to leave! Admit it! You want me to go… Remove my name. Force me to stay somewhere that you keep adding people, that you are aware, that I will not like. I understand. I could leave, I had thought.

Shame on you… You should know better. Truly. ( You should know… Better. )

I’ve tested the following, and it _is_ surprising : IF I identify with even a “Bob” things begin to happen, and people begin to gather. And now? If I write “Mestizo” people automatically feel something annoying. But, they refuse to use my numbers. — I’ve wondered, is this what happens if you say “Jesus Christ” over and over? Things begin to happen, and spirits begin to gather. Christmas carols say His real name was “Immanuel.”

Yah! Katelyn, if I’m not Bob, I’m crazy and the devil. So…

Being Built…

I finally found her, again. I’ll give a bit of history beginning in 2014, and how this young woman and I had met.

Chelsea Raina Mestizo

Mestizo

We all know, that if I thought a man like that would cheat on me? I’m the one who is stupid. And that if he killed himself, I would regret it.